IN THE AIR
can you feel it in the air, dampening your skin, eating away at you like lady luck stuck in your arm, collapsing all veins with laughter and festivities, and as the blood gathers on your cheeks, with sweat, and herion, it drips in to dead bodies and dreams. you feel it in there the air , as it dampens your face, you collapse on rose petals , and they fade slowly , like tears from those black holes of yours. you cut yourself deep and the blood runs up the walls , and the decorations fall , revealing rusted metal fences, they feel in the air , on there skin , corroding away the layers and disguises showing your only scrap metal , who makes the children suffer through menencing smiles, and false empathy, im rusting to, my fingernails are turning in to knives , and my smiles are turning in to dark works of art. death is but a lonely man , who wants his company but he has killed them how ironic this is fun. can i feel it in the air , damping my skin, like the vampires of my dreams, feasting on the remains of hope and joy, the bombs go off in caskets , and in heads . they explode because of me , im in the blood , im in the bullets , i am in the air ------------- ylnez payne
------------- ylnez payne
THIS IS FOR THE HATE
I CUT YOU ( TO WATCH YOU BLEED) IN TO PIECES ( THEY NEED TO TO FEED) THERE COMING FOR ME. THERE COMING FOR ME.DO HEAR THE ANGELS DYING DO YOU HEAR THE CHILDREN CRYING. I AM PRAYING IN THIS BURNING CHURCH, DEVOURING MY FEELINGS, WEARING MASK TO CONCEIL THE WASTE, BONS OF GLASS ARE SHATTERING. SKIN THAT MELTS ,I BURN YOUR FACE.THIS IS FOR THE HATE, BREAK OUT WINE AND CELEBRATE,THIS IS FOR THE HATE, BREAK OUT THE BLOOD AND TO DEMONSTRATE, I LOVE YOU (WHEN YOU ARE SICK) GEARS MAUL MY INSIDE (MAKE ME TICK) THERE COMING FOR YOU , THERE COMING FOR YOU.THIS IS FOR THE OBSELITE , THE VOID IN US IS NEVER COMPLETE, THE FUTURE IS SO BLANK AND DULL, SO WHY HAVE A FUTURE AT ALL!! THIS IS FOR HATE, THIS IS FOR THE HATE BREAK OUT THE WINE AND CELEBRATE. BECAUSE THIS IS FOR THE HATE
THE ONLY THING I EVER LOVED WAS HATING LOVE ITSEF. ----------------- YLNEZ PAYNE
THE GREEETING
A POEM WRITTEN ON FLESH, THE LIES THEY PROTECT, LIFES A PUZZLES THAT HAS MANY PIECES, BUT HALF OF THEM ARE LOST , THE THEORY OF GHOST, THE ONE THAT THEY NEGLECT , AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, WHEN I AM NOT WITH YOU. SHE'S THE ANGEL THAT GREETED ME, SHE'S THE GHOST THAT HAUNTS ME AS WELL, SHE'S MY ONE WAY TICKET TO HAPPINESS, BUT SHE'S MY ONE WAY TICKET TO HELL, I SEE NO EVIL IN HER SOUL, BUT HER GREETING HAVE TOOK THERE TOLL. THE POISONED HEARTS, THAT THE BEAT THE TUNE OF LIFE SUPPOT MACHINES, NOBODY KNOWS PAST , SHE IS HAUNTING ME, THE PAIN WILL ALWAYS LAST, THE ANGELS DROP LIKE FLIES, FROM SELF WOUNDED SKIES, AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, WHEN I AM NOT WITH YOU. SHE'S THE ANGEL THAT GREETED ME, SHE'S THE GHOST THAT HAUNTS ME AS WELL, SHE'S MY ONE WAY TICKET TO HAPPINESS, BUT SHE'S MY ONE WAY TICKET TO HELL, I SEE NO EVIL IN HER SOUL, BUT HER GREETINGS HAVE TOOK THERE TOLL.
------------------------ YLNEZ PAYNE
MONOLOUGE OF AN ACID BATH MURDERER
BURN, BURN, BURN BURN, BURN DO HEAR THE ACID CRACKLING, THIS IS MY SPEECH TO THE WORLD, THIS IS MY MONOLOUGE, THE PULSE OF VOILENCE, SWEEPING IN KILLING US LIKE DOGS, ITS EATING ITS WAY INTO YOUR DISSAPOINTMENT, MAKING IT GROW, FEASTING ON BONES,THE SKIN CORRODES, KILL HER, KILLER, ( ACID BATH MURDERER ) KILL THEM, KILLER, ( ACID BATH MURDERER ) HOP INTO MY BARREL.YOU CANT SEE THE EVIL IN ME, BCAUSE I BURNED OUT YOUR EYES, GET ON KNEES AND PRAY, RISE YOUR HANDS TO THE DEAD SKIES. KILL HER , KILLER ( ACID BATH MURDERER ) KILL THEM , KILLER ( ACID BATH MURDERER ), HOP INTO MY BARREL,
------------------------- YLNEZ PAYNE
I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS POEM TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE WHO WITH THEM , NONE OF THIS WOULD BE POSSIBLE, FOR THESE HAVE GIVEN ME HOPE TO CONTINUE IN MY EFFORT I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE: AMY HUFF, MIRANDA DALTON, SAGAN GREER, CASEY FARMER, SARAH SHEPPARD, AND OTHERS, YOU PEOPLE MAKE ALL OF THIS POSSIBLE. --------- YLNEZ PAYNE
I NEVER FORGET YOU , JENNY
MY PALMS ARE BLEEDING WINE, THAT STAIN THE BEDROOM SHEETS, THAT FORM A VALENTINE, YOUR BLOOD TATSE SO SWEET. THIS IS A DREAM , IN A NIGHTMARE, MY FINGERS RUNNING THROUGH YOUR HAIR. TATTETRING THAT JOYFULL SKIN YOU WEAR. LET'S BOW OUR HEADS TODAY. IN MEMORY OF WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY. THAT LOVE IS A TWO WAY STREET, BLOCKED BY AN ONE CAR WRECK, THE SNAP OF YOUR FINGERS, THE SNAP OF YOUR NECK. THE FLIES DEVOUR YOUR PSEUDO-CHRIST, THE WRIST OF TIME HAS BEEN SLICED.RAM YOUR RELIGION DOWN MY THROAT. RIP OPEN SMILES THAT YOUV'E SEWN. LET'S BOW OUR HEADS TODAY. IN MEMORY OF WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY. THAT LOVE IS A TWO WAY STREET BLOCKED BY AN ONE CAR WRECK, THE SNAP OF YOUR FINGERS, THE SNAP OF YOUR NECK. WE'LL NEVER FORGET WHAT SHE DREW ,JENNY I MISS YOU. I DONT WANT TO, BE THE ONE TO, FORGET YOU.
FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE MY DARK POEMS THIS IS NOT ONE OF THEM THIS IS A LOVE POEM I WROTE FOR MY GIRLFRIEND ENJOY ------- YLNEZ PAYNE
I DREAMED
I DREAMED A DREAM THAT WAS MEANT FOR YOU AND ME, ALL OF THE DARKNESS REPLACED WITH HARMONY. WE MUST GET TO THIS DREAM WORLD BEFORE FADES TO RUST. AND AS WE RAN IN TO THE SUN WE’LL SURELY BURN AND FALL, BUT THAT’S OK AS LONG AS WE KILL THEM ALL , THE NONBELIEVERS , AND DECEIVERS, THAT SAID YOU’LL NEVER FIND LOVE. I DREAMED A NIGHTMARE THAT WAS MEANT FOR YOU ME, ALL LIGHT WAS REPLACED WITH TRAGEDY. BUT WE’LL MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT, TO DAWN OF DISBELIEVE .AND AS WE RAN IN TO THE MOON, WE’LL SURELY FREEZE AND FALL, BUT THAT’S OK AS LONG AS WE KILL THEM ALL, THE NONBELIEVERS AND DECEIVERS, THAT SAID YOU’LL NEVER FIND LOVE, I DREAMED OF YOU
------------ YLNEZ PAYNE , TO MY LOVING GIRLFRIEND, CASEY breille farmer
i would like to comment on this poem , me and casey have broken up, thank you
SO YOU LKE DANCE ? (CANCER)
PLAY THE TRUMPET MADE HUMAN BONES AND LILLY HEADS , PLAY IN THE BALLROOM OF THE DEAD, SHE DYING ON THE DANCE FLOOR, SHE CANT TAKE MUCH MORE, I WATCH HER DIE ON THE DANCE FLOOR, AND I CANT TAKE NO MORE. AS MY BODYS RAVISHED WITH CANCER, I ASK YOU DANCE (WITH ME) , LET US TURN AROUND SO THEY CAN STAB US IN THE BACK, THE BALLROOM HAS TURNED BLACK , GET ON YOUR OVERCOATS MADE OF HUMAN SKIN, GRAB YOUR CANE AND THEN GRAB THIS AND THAT, AS THE DOORMAN SAYS YOUVE FORGOTTEN YOUR TOP HAT, SHE DYING ON THE BALLROOM , SHE CANT THIS MUCH MORE, I WATCH HER DIE ON THE BALLROOM FLOOR, AND I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE , AS MY BODYS RAVISHING WITH CANCER, I ASK YOU TO DANCE, (WITH ME) AND LET US TURN ROUND SO THEY CAN STAB US IN THE BACK, THE BALLROOM HAS TURNED BLACK, DONT YOU HEAR THE ORCHASTRA , PLAYING, IN THE SUN , DONT YOU HEAR THE CHILDREN CRYING, FOR EVERYONE, SO YOU LIKE TO DANCE, SO YOU LIKE TO DANCE, MY LOVELY LITTLE CANCER.
------------ YLNEZ PAYNE
SICKNESS
THIS IS A PLAY FOR THE INFECTED IN DISTRESS:
HOSPITAL:WEVE BEEN CUT OUT FROM THE WORLD,LEFT TO DIE IN SHAME,
CLAIMED BY THE SICKNESS , FORCED TO ACCEPT OUR FATE
THE DEAD: WEVE BEEN EATEN ALIVE,FLESH RAVISHED BY FLIES,
DISMANTLED PIECE BY PIECE, THES SICKNESS HAS VBEEN RELEASED
( LAST BUT NOT EXCLUDED )
THE DYING: EVERYONES INCLUDED, IN THIS BALLOD, WE'LL ALL DIE TODAY, FOR SICKNESS HAS HAD ITS WAY.
---------------- YLNEZ PAYNE
MY IMMORTAL GRIEF
ME/HEARTBREAK: FEED ME THIS CANCER, LIKE IT WAS THE APPLE OF DISCORD, AND HOPE I CHOKE ON IT. I FIND THIS SADNESS IS WARPING ME INTO SOMETHING I NEVER WANT TO BE AGAIN , A LOVER , WHO LOVES , NOT LOVING , A HATER, WHO HATES , HATING, AND SOMEONE WHO IS SO CONFUSED , HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT LOVE AND HATE ARE. I RESORT TO ANGER AS MY PAINKILLER AND ITS HIGHS ARE A LOT BETTER TO. SHE MADE ME DARKER AND YET BETTER IN MANY WAYS.
ME/HEARTBREAK PART 2 : IF THE STARS REPRESENT A MOMENT WITH HER , I WISH THEY WOULD GO AHEAD AND DIE, SO I DONT HAVE TO REMEMBER THEM ANYMORE, THE PAIN I FELT WHEN SHE SAID THOSE WORDS , WILL STAY WITH ME FOREVER , BUT THE PAIN WAS WORTH IT, FOR THAT PAIN SHOWED ME I COULD LOVE, AND THAT WAS THE GREATEST GIFT SHE EVER GAVE ME,I REMEMBER SAYING " I DO I HEAR GLASS SHATTERING" BUT THAT GLASS WAS A HEART , BREAKING UNDER THE PAIN, AND DEEP INSIDE MY I HEART I STILL SEE THAT PAIN, AND I USED TO HAVE TO RELIVE IT EVERYDAY
THE SHADOWS/THE RAZOR : BUT BEFORE THE PAIN CAME A PAIN OF A DIFFERNT KIND. THIS HERION BLADE IS GETTING FUNNER .IT STARTED AS A GAME AND TURNED INTO AN ADDICTION TO OBESSION, I WANT TO STOP , BECAUSE THE SCARS ARE GETTING MORE SEVERE, AND THE BLOODSHED GROWES LARGER WITH EVERYSTEP I TAKE, I FEAR IVE LOST CONTROL
MY CONCLUSION: THROUGH PAIN OF HEART AND PAIN OF FLESH , THESE THINGS HAVE SHAPE MY MORTAL WORLD, AND MY MORTAL WORLD, HAS SHAPED MY IMMORTAL GRIEF.
-------------------- ylnez payne
GO HOME( PUZZLE OF CLASSROOM DEATH)
2NOBODIES+14SOMEBODIES= 0
+
HATE
ANGER 1999-16=DEATH+
RAGE 2NOBODIES=2PSYCHOPATHS+GUNS=0+
RANCID DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD+YES=DEATH+
IRATE 2NOBODIES+14SOMEBODIES= TRAGEDY
SINFUL TRAGEDY
EATEN
RAPE OF THE WORLD
I HATE
CLASSROOMS
DID YOU SOLVE THE PUZZLE?
DO YOU GET IT?
In memory of Cassie and Rachel and others who have lost their lives to school shootings
NU WAVE TOXIC BOOM!
Im, drinking from my broken glass, sitting in the dead grass, then an angel came, on the metro train, she brung a gift for the rain, a bullet for my brain, all the genocide victims , there death won’t be in vain
where did she come from. How did she succeed, lets dance the dance of the dead, and mother earth she bleeds.
Nu wave toxic BOOM, Nu wave toxic DOOM
BOOM, DOOM, BOOM, DOOM, ,DROP MY VIRUS BOMB!
Its as easy, as swallowing broken glass, forgetting your sacred past., it’s the nu wave way to wage war, they’ve never seen this before, 1000 deaths result from this germ, lets sit back, and watch there village burn.
Where did he come from. How did he succeed, lets ring around rosey, and father time he bleeds
Nu wave toxic BOOM, Nu wave toxic DOOM
BOOM, DOOM, BOOM, DOOM, DROP MY VIRUS BOMB!
there you are staring at me with those black holes
that you call eyes, watch them as they cry
